She's In Denial.

30 June 2006

Missy ViCkii here has no idea of what to do tomorrow!! Everyone seems to be busy or already have something planned for the day. So what am i going to do??

1. Laze around at home and sleep sleep n SLEEP! Long time since I last have my beauty sleep day. But kind of waste time la. So... nonono.

2. Pack my room and have a spring cleaning. But wait. If Im going to pack my room, wouldn't it take more than just a day? And the most interesting thing is that it will take less than a week for it to return to it's current un-packed stage. So... nonono.

3. STUDY!! Hmmm. I need to study, BUT where can i study?? Not at home; with my soccer-ps2-siao cousin here and the mess in my room, i'll end up sleeping and lazing around, which return to option 1 that I have just crossed out. Starbucks? Alone?? Pathetic! Mac? Fastfood? EEEEEEEEEEEEEE. No. Where else?? Aiyaaaa. So... nonono.

4. Go ECP and stone; get motivated and some inspirations. Haha. I will end up sitting there for hours and not feel like moving my butt at all. By the time I realise that my butt is numb, most probably it'll be around 11+ when the underpasses are dark and scary for me to walk alone. wahahaha. Unless someone volunteer to accompany me there. But now, nahh. So... nonono.

5. Shopping!! Omg I must be dreaming. My budget is tight enough for me to lose 10kgs! Aww. This is horrible + terrible la! So for my budget's sake, it's a nonono.

6. Snug up to my cosy corner and read the books that I have borrowed from the library few days ago.

7. Change my blog skin. Eh hey, BEN!!! LOL. And I lack inspirations. Wait till I find some good images or ideas and have the skills to photoshop nicely as well as to 'make' a nice skin. It takes time, and most likely more than a day. So... nonono.

8. Exercise! And I will be paralysed on Sunday due to muscle cramps and stuff. LOL. So long since I last ran; and I do have the urge to go have a nice jog. Somehow I love jogging. It enables me to forget all the unhappiness I experienced, at least for that moment. Cuz the numbness you get will overcome all. Great eh? But I still wanna be active on Sunday. So... nonono.

OMG. SEEE!! So what am i going to do tomorrow??!! Poof. How I wish I have a Saturday job, then at least i won't be so broke. Ahha.

So anyone, any suggestions? Boohooo.

I want a big big lollipop. POPPPY!

Left`alone
6/30/2006 11:44:00 PM™

Went out with cx yesterday after school to look for presents. Haha. Weird la. We walked everywhere from Wisma to Taka to Far East and then to Heeren. Far right?!! Bought something from Heeren; by that time, it's already 8+?? Hah. Then we had dinner at Cine.

So crowded in the station. And because of that, we keep waiting for the nxt train. I think we missed 5 trains or what la. Lazy to move. Hoooho. So pig.

Lessons today were fine. Sleepy!

Monday keyboard skills from 9 to 12, then Jap from 5.30 to 7.30. wth la. No idea whether I should go for Jap or not. Like.. WTH lor. =.= And there's no lesson on Wednesday! Cooool right. But imagine the make up lessons that I will have. Die.

REMT test in 2 weeks time.

Off to dream land. ZzzZz.

OINK!

Left`alone
6/30/2006 03:04:00 PM™

28 June 2006

I fell asleep after having my medicine. Being sick isn't great; and I hate being sick especially when I am all alone.

He came into my mind again, once again.

I thought he was there with me, telling me that he would always be there and I would be fine and okay. That voice of his, the familarity of his warmth and hugs. At that very moment, I did think that he was there and had never walked away.

But everything changed when I woke up. He's not there. He's never there, and he would never be there anymore. You know, I am capable of mixing up my dreams and reality. I even tried looking around for him, though i know that chances of me finding him was zero. So it left me in a daze for a moment, recalling the fact that he had left me long ago and it was a dream that would never ever come true. He still have the keys to my house, but so what?

Life is but a dream.

A fullstop being placed before it ends.

Drea.m

Left`alone
6/28/2006 08:02:00 PM™

I went for school today, but I left after first lesson.

Midi was torturing for me. I was sneezing, sneeeeezing and SNEEZING while doing my work. Can you imagine?? Aw. Sad. I skipped Maths and MUST. =(

Hey I do feel sad k. I promised not to skip any lesson anymore. But Im sick; no choice. And I hope to get well tomorrow. Gosh. What if I fail MUST? Then I die. Haha.

Damn drowsy.
Someone save me!

Left`alone
6/28/2006 04:09:00 PM™

27 June 2006

"AH HUAY AHH~ COME EAT YOUR TAU HUAY!!"

"AH TAU AHH!!! WHERE IS AH HUAY'S TAU HUAY??"

...

"WTFH! HOW CAN YOU FINISH IT??!!!!"

Hahahahha.

Im enjoying my icy cold tau huay now. Yummyy! My bro bought it from Geylang. =D Not that he bought it for me but I just take and enjoy. Blaa.

It's delicious; smooth, not too sweet not too blend. WOOOO. I love Tau Huay.

And Tau huay loves me. x)

Was chatting with CX about tau huay and he told me his 'tau huay' experience. What choc tau huay, mango tau huay, pandan tau huay and bla bla bla bla bla. Sounds so delicious and tempting. Woot. And I have a question. Where the hell sells cold tau huay?? Im looking for it. But I bet there isn't any places that sell that. Lol. Any businessman out there wanna make money? Can sell cold tau huay. Cuz I love it and will surely be your regular. I do mean REGULAR. =D lol.

lalalaaaaaa.

Btw, Aimram has a beautiful voice. How i wish I have the confident to sing nicely too. Stupid ET. wth. haha.

Left`alone
6/27/2006 09:32:00 PM™

26 June 2006

Monday once again. I had a extremely hard time waking up. First day of school ain't that great cause there's ET. I can cry la. wth.

KEYS lesson was fine. There's this super nice piece. Hah. Damn sleepy.

Hey btw, this entry gonna be short. IM WORN OUT.

2 hours break. Kind of interesting. Mandric's style of singing is way too classical for pop songs. You know, those choir singing. Plus his 'cute' actions when he sings. Haha. Funny. The first time i see him laugh till so jialat. Like wth.

ET was living hell for me. Even Jimmy, my lecturer, had to coach me personally. Aiyaaa. Demoralising. Feel so useless la. Wasting the time of the others. Grr. I hate myself in ET. I SERIOUSLY HATE MYSELF DURING ET. hahaha. Crazy already laaaaaaaa.

Jap was fine.. Learnt about time.

HAh.

Met LianBiao after school. Can see that he had changed.

Anyway, I feel sick now. So good bye ya. Take care.

Im sorry.

Left`alone
6/26/2006 09:38:00 PM™

25 June 2006

Fucking blogger.com keep having error!! AND I WANT TO COMPLAIN!!

I was soooo satisfied with my latest entry that I had written, but after clicking that 'Publish Post' button, *blingbling* ' Blog unfound. ' WTF!! And I have no more mood to re-type everything again. Grrrrrr. I shall eat blogger.com up one day. Wait and see.

Spent at least 100 bucks in 2 days. There goes my allowance. I need a job. Or maybe JOBS.

And school gonna start tml. WTF. TML!! Enjoy yea. I shall enjoy my peanut butter sandwiches for lunch. >.<

Any nice and kind soul that is gooood enough to treat me to lunch?

Good luck everyone.

Left`alone
6/25/2006 10:20:00 PM™

Saturday.. Did I mention earlier on that I was going to study with Mich?? Yup I hope so. (even if i din't, I have just mentioned it yea? DUH)

And when Im so determined to be on time, I ended up being damn freaking early. You know how it feels to walk alone in the airport? Right. You feel like getting away, leaving the upset memories behind you and off to another country where nobody knows you at all. Then, you can start a new life. BUT, there must be a fullstop somewhere to stop your mind from wandering off to 'impossible land'. You know, getting off to some other country and live alone is impossible for someone like me. wth.

See. Everyone there had a destination, and I seemed to be the only one who was walking around aimlessly.

Phew. Luckily Mich came soon enough and we went starbucks to study. Heh. Actually, we didn't really study. We're chatting and joking around. Only 5% of our work were done there. So you can imagine. =D Then, this Michelle Ting mentioned something about a promotion going on at this salon in Bedok, which was quite a promotion cause the prices were kind of reasonable. Tempt me only. Haha. Fine. My determination in saving up this month wasn't strong at all. I got tempted. Waaaahaaaa. In the end, we finished our drinks and trained down to Bedok to get our hair dyed. Spent quite some time there. Btw, Yanisa and Rui came. And Yanisa was tempted as well. HOHOHOHOHOHO. It's all Mich's fault. =x

We were deciding where to have our dinner; Mich wanted fast food or some places that's air-conditioned while Yanisa wanted to eat at coffeeshop. So the I-want-fastfood-no-I-want-coffeeshop debate started. And for your info, there was a bunch of uncles right beside us watching whatever that I had no idea. Hahaa. They witnessed that debate. LOL. Can imagine their faces with the 'diaoooo' look. So freaking funny!

'Studied' at Galilee cafe in Bedok library till they close. Kind of bored there. Haha. Anyway, that's how my useful phone came into use. Let me show you.

We took photos with it. Hahha. All the act cute faces. Hey let's vote. Who cutest?? Clockwise direction: Mich, Me, Rui, Yanisa. And Yanisa says she look damn weird in that photo. Agree. =x

Photo 2. Me, Mich, Rui, Yanisa. So Voteee!!! Haha. It's soo damn fun. =D

Photo 3. Me, Mich, Yanisa, Rui. I look super chubby and do you realise that Rui is BERY cute?? wahahha. Ok. VOTE.

We took train to airport again. Go there to view the aeroplanes. Haha. And that Rui wanted to show off his manly side, so that was what he did.

Fancy doing pull-ups in a train. Wth. =.=''

Hahahhaa. Rmb that super cute photo i took with Suheng? The four of us tried that again.

Yanisa with Rui.

Me with Yanisa.

Mich and I.

Mich and Yanisa.

Me and Mich.

Cute right?? But like no one suceed. LOL.

And I like this photo below.

Hahahha. Nice right? Im smiling soooo brightly.

We went to the Viewing Gallery at T1 for a nice view and a nice chat. T1; reminds me of my ex again. There was once, I woke up damn early on a Saturday to send him off to Australia before going for my CO practise. Aiya. That place simply reminds me of him.

Rui is a really nice guy. How I wish my ex's thinking was like him, then things wouldn't end in such a way. Rui is just like me then and my ex is just like his gf. Totally opposite. >.<>

Hahaha. There's one photo that I die die also must show.

My idea. SOOOO ANGELIC. =D

That's all for today. School gonna start damn freaking fucking soon. Have to study real hard now.

Hey I spent about 1 hr + on this entry. Great effort k. LOL. Fine. Have a good night and get yourself prepared for the hectic school life. TESTS TESTS AND TESTS! Although I don't have any. *wahahahhahaha. Evil me.* CYA!

Left`alone
6/25/2006 02:24:00 AM™

24 June 2006

Wheeeee. Finally, Miss ViCkii here managed to wake up at 10AM.

A great effort okay! But she keeps yawning and yawning. Errr.. Not a very good sign.

OH well, I know my entries are damn short recently.

One of the reasons: my font small!

Hahaaa. Fine, Im finding excuses. So from now on, I shall blog with ultimate long entries. Wait and see.

Hey guys, I feel like going Ubin to cycle and take some photos. =D Craziness. =.=''

Btw, Im going out to study with Mich later on at the airport starbucks. Miss me? Go find me.

Shall update later. Take Care ya.

Left`alone
6/24/2006 10:22:00 AM™

23 June 2006

I've changed the main picture of this blog. YA I KNOW IT'S NOT VERY GOOD. So Im trying my best to redo everything. Haha. Did i mention that I am going to change my blogskin? Ok. I know, it's ages ago. But I believe that there'll be such a day. =x

It's like, Opps and oppsie. =.=''

Left`alone
6/23/2006 04:29:00 PM™

22 June 2006

I am happily done with all my ASSIGNMENTS!! WHEEEEEEE.

People, be happy for me. =D hahahhahahaaa.

So i got 3 days to enjoy my holiday before school starts and before life get more and more taxing.

My plan for tml : Meet kaki and get my blazer back from her. Then off to meet MaRui for lunch and maybe go buy some stuff or whatever. Library; last station. I shall walk and no bus ride. BOO hoo. 100 bucks gonna fly into my ez-link card for concession pass. So not cheap. =x

Left`alone
6/22/2006 10:18:00 PM™

Jon once said that blogging is childish. This makes me wonder. Haha. So he's trying to say that Kenny Sia is childish. So he's trying to say that the blog 'princess' XiaXue is childish. So he's trying to say that the anonymous celebrity whose blog is being read by so many readers daily is childish. Omg. He gonna offend soooo many people in this universe. Hahaha.

Am I not wrong, JON?

Wow. So many couples around me. Make me feel so alone la. Wahhh Ha.

Left`alone
6/22/2006 03:40:00 PM™

What a day. Hahaha.

Anyone interested in joining Chinese Orchestra, come find me kk. Helping Haosong to look for players. =)

I can't wait to go back to co. haahha. YIPPY. Remembered that in the past, my ex doesn't like it and we even had few disagreements and unhappy moments due to it. But now, Im free!

I plan to finish my MUST by tml afternoon. Bless me la. Im so freaking broke to go out. And i think these few days, I will make a trip down to Chinatown again to get some more laces and maybe materials to make something out of it. Secret. SHhhhh

Left`alone
6/22/2006 12:01:00 AM™

21 June 2006

YOooooHOoOoOoo. I am happily done with IDEA, CD, and left with MUST and that stupid MIDI that i freaking couldn't figure out how the hell am i going to get the sound out despite download the freaking sound bank and sort. BLAAAAAAAAA.

Haha. Phew.

Im so broke now. Amazingly, I din't step out of my house yesterday and today. A great way to save MONEY right? But OMfreakingG, the kilos that I will gain from not 'moving'; can you imagine? Wth la. Do this also cannot, do that also cannot. What a dilemma.

Someone entertain me? Haha.

Btw, I went to personalise my 2 pair of jeans. Now one is cute-ly laced and the other one is cool-ly sequined. =x

Hey and did you notice something? I seem to be coming up with my own vocabulary. Funny eh.

Left`alone
6/21/2006 03:22:00 PM™

20 June 2006

It's Photo time! Let me show you what my phone is capable of. =)

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Taken on NAS Tapestry 2.

This phone of mine, can take photographs that you can keep as memory.

My juniors!! Kylie, Gian Hui, ME. =D

Gian Hui and me.

My pipa girls too! Kaki, me, Jielin, Chu Hui. Chu Hui getting prettier!!

You can edit photos using that phone as well. Nice right!!

And make photos look sharper with special effects.

Can take 'nice to meet you' photo with your friends. Lol.

Can take 'we're friends' photo as well. hahaa. Getting lame.

And it makes every single angle looks cool and cute! haha.
Am i not wrong? DUH.

Special effect!! It's ideal to take pictures for posters! ahaha. Make you a super star.

Comical eh. LOL. Ideal for couple as well!! Anyway, we're just playing around with my phone. Don't think too much. =x But this photo, super cute right! wahahha.

Eh. can take candid shot also. All shots remain cute right.

So here, Do you love my phone??

LALALALALAAAAAAA.

Left`alone
6/20/2006 12:29:00 AM™

17 June 2006

MusicExpress12!! Yup. Went for the seminar held by them this afternoon. I can say, it's worth while la.

Learnt about demo making by Mr Liu Zhi Wen and Mr Liu Guo Ming from VI Music; what is a good demo and what is not, how to make your demo stand out and all. After which, had a talk by Mr Fang Zhong Hua [Anthony Png] from Music Clinic on vocal techniques. Haha. He's forever humourous la. Then is a feedback session on category A, the composing one. Heard some good songs. Feel so inspired to compose~! Make a good demo and send it to the company. WOw. Haha. The last part is the announcement of the result for preliminary round. Anyway, for the category im in, the result will be out on 9 July at Tampines Mall. Hafta wait for damn long la.

The seminar ended at 4pm. Haaa. Sq and I went to the ladies immediately! Sat there for 2hrs k. Just like a lecture going on. =x Then when we came out, we met Mr Fang Zhong Hua at the lift area and he gave us his namecard. Feel SO honoured! He's kind of well-known as judges for many competitions. WOOHOO. haha. Then he praised us; say we not bad! WAhahaa. Kind of surprised. He actually remembered that we attended the seminar. Haha. Maybe it is because we were sitting right behind him la. LOL. OK Im a lil crazy over this. Maybe he's just trying to get us to enrol into his music school but still, it brightened up my day! LOL. Fancy getting praised by such a well-known person. Lalalalla.

Oh btw, there's this very cute guy sitting in front of us. A special guest as well i suppose. And according to sq, he's an actor. Haha. Throughout the whole seminar, both of us were like laughing here and there. Hohoho.

Went to find wenqi for dinner after that. Surprisingly, I saw that cute guy who work in Missha there. Haha. The one that Shervonne liked. What a surprise la. And I think he recognise me since we were once 'neighbour'. He used to work in Bugis Missha and I used to work in The Face Shop at Bugis as well.

WOoOOoOoooHOooOoo. What a tiring day.

I want to compose! Feel so relaxing to do things outside school; other than school work. Don't know why, I seem to be looking for alternatives and other way out to achieve my goals rather than to study and achieve them through my diploma. How contradicting.

Anyway, I still enjoy my day. What about you? heh

Left`alone
6/17/2006 10:16:00 PM™

16 June 2006

I din't step out of my house today; not even a single step.

Read, eat, sleep, bathe, drink... bla bla bla.

I am bored.

Left`alone
6/16/2006 08:54:00 PM™

I am officially out of the performance team. Im so sorry about this. Not that I don't wanna give it a try or make the performance a success, but I really can't make it.

My apologies. I am sincerely sorry about it.

Went out to have supper with Henry again. He called me when he's on his way home, asking whether I wanna go have supper. And the funny part is, I am so damn hungry at that time and was thinking of asking him out for supper again. Telepathy! haa. Anyway, I din't finish my food again. Saw so many people at the coffee shop. First was Kevin and kaiboon, then my uncle.

After eating, we walked to the park near our house and chat. Was talking about my ex, and all the memories came back again. It's the particular park where so many incidents occurred.

It makes me wonder. Only if at that point of time, we were able to be open and talk about it. Only if we were able to have a nice chat and come up with a solution. Only if he was willing to not give me those reasons. Only if he wants to make it possible. All the nice memories wouldn't end. Think about it. So much effort and time was being placed in this relationship, and all it takes to destroy it was just the unwillingness to communicate and find a solution. Where is the love? It's gone. Do you ever miss those days when we were happily together? The lovely hug. How i wish time could stop at then, but no matter what I do, it will never happen. All i could do was to reminisce. I love it when you are matured. At that point of time, where I could really feel your love. That night. You made me cry like a baby, because of happiness and also sadness. Happy that your love for me was strong, sad that there's a barrier between us. I love you, with your matured thinking. Now my love for you die. What's left is only the emptiness where you used to be, and beside the space is the memories that you've left behind. I cried because of the memories. There are many many 'what if' going through my mind. What if I still have you now? What if you never leave me? What if you're here with me now? What if I still love you and you still love me? I know, these what if are never real; and they will never ever be. There are many times where I wanted to have a nice chat with you after the break up. But I stopped myself every single time. We're not even friends now. Sad. You used to be the one who know me best. But not now. I have somehow lost a 'friend'. And I am afraid to get into a relationship again. I am afraid to lose another 'friend' of mine. I can't take the risk, for i know that nothing will last in this world.

Left`alone
6/16/2006 02:42:00 AM™

15 June 2006

I am feeling so FUCKING STRESSED UP LA. There's so many assignments that I haven do, and I still gotta struggle on playing the keyboard for that performance; I am so sure that I can't do it. At the rate that I am going, I will go crazy very soon. Studies and school work are fucking stressful enough. And to think that my family is adding on to it. I hate and feel irritated by everyone in my family. FUCK.

Friends; I think nobody care man. Oh well, actually nobody will care since it's none of their business.

LEAVE ME ALONE.

before i kill.

Left`alone
6/15/2006 08:14:00 PM™

Haha. Miss ViCkii here is always hungry at night. So anyone out there who always have nothing to do in the night, can give her a call and ask her out for supper! HAHAHA.

I sms-ed Henry just now, asking whether he can help me buy a cup noodle on his way back cuz im hungry. Hahaha. But im tooo hungry la. So i went down myself to get it. Pig right.

^(oo)^

Left`alone
6/15/2006 12:49:00 AM™

14 June 2006

Walked out to have prata with Henry just now. Oh well, it's the second time for me to go there at night. The first one was with my ex. Going there just remind me of the past. That very day when I meet my ex officially after a few months of breaking up in the past. Aww.

I am feeling so down. I am feeling so depressed.

Music!!! I can't seem to be myself; the real me in the past. I can't seem to do things right. I realised that I can't sing anymore. I can't sing as confidently as I am in the past; needless to say, I can't sing as nice as I can in the past. Everything sounds wrong. Ear Training made me lose all the confidence I have in me. I am so damn DEPRESSED NOW...

As usual, assignments are left uncompleted.

Lost lost lost.

Someone, shoot me, kill me, murder me, and you can be a saint instead of a murderer.

Suddenly I miss all that I have in the past. Someone to snuggle up to when I am really down or feeling blue. Someone to be there when I need comfort. Someone who can know what's wrong just by looking at me. Someone who I can rely on.

I am no longer in comfort zone; I am surrounded by hypocrites, losers, posers, and those that are so fake. Guarded. I have to be on my guard. Aww.

I am DEPRESSED.

Left`alone
6/14/2006 12:54:00 AM™

13 June 2006

I've realised all that is the real truth; the real reason, the real side of everything from the very beginning. How shocking. I din't expect things to get so complicated, or rather, I din't expect things to BE so complicated in the first place. What a disaster. Misery being caused all because of this. Everything will be fine and going on peacefully if this didn't come in between. Freak man. Fools. Everyone was being made a fool. How 'clever'.

There's no one that I can trust except for that particular someone. You know who you are..

Im feeling so fucked up now. FREAK YOU MAN.

Left`alone
6/13/2006 12:18:00 AM™

12 June 2006

What's freaking wrong with you huh. It's only a book. You just can't be bothered to return me; you told me that. What's so difficult in walking out to pass me the book? Fuck la. Assignments and research are just bullshitting excuses. What your style your style.. YOUR FUCKIN STYLE I DON'T CARE. If I am rich enough, I can jolly well ask you to dump that fucking book away. I rather say that than to meet you. But Im just not that freakin rich. Your mood aint good, mine either. Don't think that the world revolves around you k. You're just nothin but a freaking small insignificant human being that's live off oxygen. Don't try to say any of your views of living or your life sutra or whatever shit la. Im not interested at all. Nobody's interested in listening too.

Im so frigging PISSED today.

Fuck it.

Left`alone
6/12/2006 03:20:00 AM™

Tml's a fresh new monday; monday blues. OMG. I feel like changing my blogskin. And I feel like changing everything. Haha. BEN! YOU GOTTA HELP ME IN THIS. lol. The blogskin expert.

Anyway, I still have 3 assignments that are uncompleted. Firstly, there's Music Theory. That toot toot presentation. Followed by MIDI, which I can't figure out how the hell to use that program; wq couldnt figure out too. Then lastly, there's IDEA that required me to draw, sketch and blablabla. Freak la. Im no artist.

Ok. I still have to upload photos of the concert. People, remind me. Vickii is getting old and forgetful.

Know your limits and don't go over it. It's not fun at all; pleasing urself through other's fear is a no-no. Things will just turn ugly over time. What's the point?

Left`alone
6/12/2006 02:00:00 AM™

11 June 2006

So I din't manage to update for quite a long time. So many freaking things happened.

E-learning week is over at last, but holiday assignment was left uncompleted. I wanna give everything up you know? Do what I really HAVE to do.

Im so weak and helpless. Duh.

You have misunderstood me.

Left`alone
6/11/2006 11:20:00 AM™

08 June 2006

Shall update later. GOODBYE.

Left`alone
6/08/2006 10:33:00 PM™

05 June 2006

I've changed my that LOUSY POK POK n6170 to a SLEEKY STYLISH BLACKIE Samsung phone!

So lovely and cute and adorable and coooool.

Anyway, went out to have breakfast with WL in the morning while waiting for SQ to meet us. Then off to Dover to return DVDs. Kinda stupid la. Holiday but still must return to school and climb those flights of stairs. Had lunch at FC4; teh peng and creamy spaghetti. Aww. I shouldn't be spending money to buy proper meal anymore. Cuz I always left 1/2 of the serving on the plate. What a waste man. Haha. But I love the teh peng there. So teh-ry and peng-ing =x

Then we trained down to MS for Da Vinci Code. Finally I got to watch it la. Kinda interesting. It's like WOw and wOw. The way the code was being solved was amazing. Genius. Hahaaa. And I've learnt my lesson to bring a jacket along to movie theatres. Freezzzzinngg ccollddd can.

Im kinda lazy to blog as usual.

But anyway, this suddenly came across my mind. My views.

Guys sometime complain that their girlfriend is controlling them; not letting them to go out with their friends and buddies. But from my point-of-view, it's not that the girl is unreasonable or what. There must be a reason for it ya? The girl is feeling unsecured. That is the reason why she want the guy to be with her and acknowledge her whenever he's out. She is afraid that he might disappear into thin air and cannot be found anymore on one fine day. She loves him too much; to the extent of being afraid to lose him. That's how I feel, cuz I've been through it too. Maybe it is a lil paranoid. But it still reflects how the girl feels about the boy, am I not wrong? =)

I seem to enjoy squeezing entries for 2 days into 1.

When 2 become 1 ahhh~ =x oppps.

Left`alone
6/05/2006 11:17:00 PM™

04 June 2006

Ok. I din't update on Friday. So here goes.

Lessons were alright. Stayed back in school to complete the MIDI assignment and I keep on getting the wrong stuff. Then handed the 150 to guitar club. Damn broke now la. Don't bother to ask me to give a treat k. Haha. Speaking of treat, Mich still owe me a lunch!! Heh =x

Then off to meet Henry, WL and his friend, Rebecca. Went for movie; Benchwarmers, if Im not wrong. Kind of funny ah that show. After that we went down to Pasir Ris' fisherman village to slack. Apparently, someone got three-quarter drunk and the other one got half-drunk. The one who is three-quarter drunk NEARLY fall down into the sea. As for me, Im not a very good drinker la. I think the amount I drank is less than half of the cup. hahaaa. Can't afford to go home drunk.

Nice atmosphere there. Haha. I seldom go Pasir Ris beach; it's always ECP that I go. Heh. Btw, upon recalling all these for me to type this entry, I suddenly have this crave for satay!

Cabbed home with Henry at around 1+am. He's my neighbour btw. duhh =x

As for Saturday, I woke up at around 11+am, rushed off to meet Kaki n Sen for lunch, to get the tix and pass her my blazer, that brightly yellow-ed banana suit. Haha. Had ljs. Train-ed down to Esplanade and I did my research there. So damn difficult to find the infomation laa. Bach so famous and had so many books about him. But why his equally famous brother Pachelbel has none?!! It's like WTF can. I have to search for books on Bach to tap on some infomation about Pachelbel. That's pretty lame.

Left at around 6+ and went to meet my friend.

Walked to Marina sq and enjoyed Andersen's chocolate fondue. Hhaha. I love chocolate fondue. =x So chocolate-y! 'Drift' around and had nothing much to do. So we went to have a game of pool. As usual la. Im either damn lousy or damn tyco. Someone PRO la. Arghhh.

Anyway, this entry ain't long at all. Im kinda lazy now. Hahaa. My song is still uncompleted! And here's my plan. Sleep now, wake up at 5am and finish my song. Anyone kind enough to give me wake up call?? =P lalalaalalalaa. I am assiduous.

You're so much of a brother to me than anything else.

Left`alone
6/04/2006 12:10:00 AM™

01 June 2006

Fuck la. Irritating. So many assignments that I have to complete by the end of this holiday. No time laaaaaaaa! Freak Freak Freak!!!

That bastard seem to think that my tees and thumbdrive are his, saying he never even ask me to return his stuff to him so why must I ask him to return mine. BUT DUH! It's as if he got stuff with me! And PLS HOR, those things, I lent them to you. Not give them to you. Somemore, you say that you would return last monday or so. So i see no reason in you delaying everything. I can't wait to have nothing to do with you. And, I freaking don't care what exams you have la. None of my business. I may sound evil and mean, but I see no need in being kind to you. You get what I mean? Fuck. I just hate your attitude to the max.

Left`alone
6/01/2006 11:28:00 PM™